We collected 27 messages that we wanted to confess to our parents.

/March 2023

at the last topic selection meeting, there was a question, "do you want to say sorry to anyone?" The first thing that comes to mind is my parents.

because they still think I'm as good as I was before I went to college. I never told them that I had failed the exam, that my grades were at the bottom of the list, and that I had never heard of exams by reading books for a few days before the exam.

every time I go home and talk about my grades, I will muddle through with "good". Every time I hear them say that they rely on you to support us after good study, I really want to tell them the truth, but I dare not, because they expect too much of me. I'm afraid they can't bear it.

at the topic selection meeting that day, I asked them if there was anything they were afraid to say from their parents. Everyone nodded crazily. A few days ago, we also collected backstage "if you have the opportunity to be honest with your parents", received a lot of messages.

at first I wondered why people didn't dare to tell their parents only to tell us. After reading everyone's stories, I found that most people should be like me.

I'm afraid that parents can't bear the "truth" that is too different.

Mom, do you know? When you said those vicious words to me, I felt as if I had been crushed by a stone mill. I know what you said was angry, but my sadness was not a lie. When you say I'm a human being, I really can't help blaming you. When you refuse to apologize for your behavior, I really can't help blaming you. When you use self-harm to force me, I can't help blaming you. I really love you, I don't want to blame you, but why do you never care about my sadness?

I hope you don't have any contact with me in the future. Just like you did for the last decade or so.

I really feel a little inferior because of my family conditions, although I don't show it

actually I saw your divorce agreement when I was ten years old, and I probably thought I'd kept it from me for so many years. Mom, it's most important to have a good time. Don't wronge yourself for my feelings. You are still very beautiful. Go and live the life you want. You are also your mother's precious daughter. Mo-:heart

Mom, after my father died, you wrote a letter to him and asked me if I wanted to see it. You were going to burn it. I said I wouldn't watch you burn it. I know you must be very sorry to hear my answer. But you know, I really can't read it. I'm afraid there are memories, promises and expectations in that letter. Whatever it is, when I was 13, I just wanted to pretend it never happened.

I don't like being a nurse. I've been working so hard to cope with work every day. I hope you let me do what I like to do after I get a nurse's certificate.

in fact, the last way I expect husband and wife to get along is the way you two do, so stop using your standards to prevent me from choosing a way of life. And, actually, I love you.

parents, you are really partial to your younger brother, aren't you? In fact, for you, raising a daughter is a loss-making business, isn't it? You always think that one day I'll marry off and disown you, don't you? But, Mom and Dad, the only thing I want to say is that even so, I still love you, deeply and silently, hoping that one day you will see the way your daughter walks with you silently.

be honest. In fact, I very much hope that my family can be as harmonious and happy as other families. I hope my father will not be so serious. In fact, I don't like my father and brother because I feel that they have the ability to make everything unhappy

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perhaps the most honest thing is to "come out". To be reasonable, I think they have actually discovered it, but they have not pierced it all the time. Everyone continues peacefully and stably with the hope of "the best". However, it will be broken one day, ah, instead of procrastinating so long, it would be better to say it earlier. Hold it in my heart, in fact, it's hard to feel …

11.

parents, really don't think too much about it. Divorce if you want. You are not tired, we are tired.

12.

when we were young, our parents separated. We had three sisters, and our mother brought us up alone. In this life, what I hope most is that my mother can be happy and have a good time in the future. However, everyone in my family lives in third-tier cities. I am now studying in Guangzhou. I really want to develop in Guangzhou and settle in first-tier cities. But I wonder if I'm too selfish. I know that my mother wants me to go back to work in my hometown in the future. Don't run too far. I also know that it is impossible for my mother to come to live in Guangzhou, let alone I want to take care of her by my side. I can't tell you frankly about this topic, and I'm afraid that if I say it, you will feel very disappointed.

13.

the road of studying medicine seems to be particularly long. I am really afraid that the speed of my success can not keep up with the speed of your old age. I love you.

14.

the most important thing I want to say to my parents is that when I want you to pay more attention to me, you are partial to my sister. I've been through a lot of time. Now I want to be equal and I have a boyfriend.

15.

Mom and Dad, actually the person I like is a girl. Watching you talk to me again and again about what you imagined when I got married and how my baby was born, my face was brimming with happiness. I really don't have the heart to interrupt you. I don't know how to tell you. Maybe this is the worst thing I've ever done to you in my life. SorryYour fantasies and expectations for so long. But what I hope most is your blessing.

16.

the girl I brought home last time was my girlfriend. Yes, I am also a girl

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the girl I brought home last time was my girlfriend.

18.

Mom, please don't introduce someone to me, otherwise I really don't want to go home

19.

six months ago, I was bent on going my own way to take the postgraduate entrance examination. I succeeded, but I wanted to drop out.

20.

in fact, I very much hope that my family can be as harmonious and happy as other families. I hope my father is not so serious. In fact, I don't like my father and brother because I feel that they have the ability to make everything unhappy

prepare for graduation. I really don't want to be a civil servant.

22.

in fact, it's not that I don't care about you, and it's not that I don't want to call you, but that I'm afraid of the other end of the phone, hearing my mother's crying and my father's guilt. I'm also afraid of the long silence on the other end of the phone. I'm more scared. After hanging up the phone, the talk time shows the sad and embarrassing red font "call time is 3 minutes". I know that you complain about me, do not understand, and even angry, but my heart is also full of suffering, I also want to share with you when I am happy, and I want to talk to you when I am sad, but when I think of the things that scare me, I can't dial your phone number. I can only silently look at your photos and say nothing.

23.

it's not that I don't want to go home. It's just that I don't want to go home and see my mother and brother quarreling and breaking things every day

all along, I always talk nonsense to my parents. Asking my parents for money is actually going out with money to buy study materials. When I don't go home at night, I say I'm actually partying with my friends in a bar. I got a girlfriend and told my parents that it was just my good friend because I lived outside and talked in bed all day and told my parents how fulfilling my day was. I always want to confess everything to my parents, because they love me so much that I feel scum to a certain extent every time I lie to them. I really want to tell them that I like girls. I'm the same, but I'm afraid they can't bear it. If I have the chance, I most want to confess to them that I love them so much that I don't want them to suffer the harm I have brought them. I don't want them because I'm white.

Mom, I broke up with the boy who came to my house last year to help me with my luggage.

26.

I have been with my ex for five years, who worked in Beijing, and I want to go to Beijing for development. But my mother didn't agree, and then my ex broke up with me. I really want to tell my mother that I really like him and don't want to give up on him, and I really want to go to Beijing for development!

27.

Mom and Dad, I want a family picture.

after reading so many messages, I actually feel that the grades I was worried about at first are a little pediatric.

when we solicited this topic that day, we used "if there is a chance". Now I would like to ask another question, when will there be an opportunity for you?

in fact, there is another thing that I am honest with my parents, that is, I am writing. People around me often ask me, "are you going to write for a living in Zhiyuan?"

I'm afraid to tell them that they can't accept it, or even stop me from going down this road. So I always want to take one step at a time.

when I told my friend, he asked, "how can you be sure they don't support it and can't accept it?"

"in fact, parents know more than you think, and they are more receptive to new things than you think. They may not understand now, but you have to explain it to them. Procrastination will not solve the problem, the problem will only get bigger and bigger, it is better to be honest as soon as possible. "

this passage made me think for a long time, maybe he is right, but now I still dare not say. I want to talk to them face to face when I get home during the winter vacation.

I hope you can also find an honest "opportunity". Good night.

my mother called me today and asked me if New Year's Day is coming home. I said no to her. New Year's Day has an exam to review on the 3rd. But in fact, I'm going to go to the Strawberry Music Festival with chaos.

if you want to know more about the Strawberry Music Festival, you are welcome to take a look at the summer article.